Girls

The trick is to forget about the things that can hold you back from ever getting with her.

Forget that she has other friends, forget that she has plans in her probably already interesting life, and to cater ONLY to your own interests while keeping mind of hers.

There are other dudes that are already probably calling ahead of you, or maybe she has not received one day. Maybe she was not waiting for your call, or just maybe she was wondering when you actually would.

The uncertainty of it hurts no matter how long you've been doing this. It will always hurt.
But it definitely is worth making a fool out of yourself.

Happy Father's Day

Yay me. I am in shambles, but I'm happy that I'm a dad. I helped to bring this baby girl into the world, and I've finally met the love of my life.

Plans after 21st birthday

1) Make more friends...through alcohol.
2) Make an excuse to chill with old friends...by coming through with a six-pack in hand.
3) Make things less awkward during hangouts...with alcohol.
4) Ease my sorrows...by drinking a cold one every other night.

I sense a lifestyle change...for the best and worst.

"Free Your Mind..."

Have to clear my mind, have to clear my mind, have to mear my clind, clind have mear my hind.

I am overwhelmed by everything that has happened to me for nearly a year or so.

I don't know how to handle my own life, and how to interact with those around me.

Sometimes I wish I just had better luck. I'm pretty sure that there are those around me that don't work any harder than I do, but have good things happen to them.

Me? Its a questionable situation. I'm not even sure myself whether or not things are happening normally given my current circumstances.

I'd like to think that whatever it is I feel is natural.

I guess I try too hard to be conventional when I'm simply NOT.

Thoughts on Confidence

Confidence starts at one end of the rope.

Its a balancing act, and no one should shake you.

And if you have weak balance, you will fall.

You must learn to balance your thoughts and your feelings so that your confidence is not shaken to the point where you will fall flat.

There will be times when others would like to tip you over, so you must recover.

There will definitely be some times when you will fall.
But you still need to climb back up.

Why worry about reaching the other end when you feel this fantastic on the rope?

Confidence is a never-ending journey of constant balance, and it should not end.

Oh God My Twenties

Yeah so I'm in the fucking beach with people talking about jobs and shit.

I wanna get my degree, simple.

Fortunate Accidents

(I'll get back on this post ASAP, lost my train of thought for a second.)