Girls

The trick is to forget about the things that can hold you back from ever getting with her.

Forget that she has other friends, forget that she has plans in her probably already interesting life, and to cater ONLY to your own interests while keeping mind of hers.

There are other dudes that are already probably calling ahead of you, or maybe she has not received one day. Maybe she was not waiting for your call, or just maybe she was wondering when you actually would.

The uncertainty of it hurts no matter how long you've been doing this. It will always hurt.
But it definitely is worth making a fool out of yourself.

Happy Father's Day

Yay me. I am in shambles, but I'm happy that I'm a dad. I helped to bring this baby girl into the world, and I've finally met the love of my life.

Plans after 21st birthday

1) Make more friends...through alcohol.
2) Make an excuse to chill with old friends...by coming through with a six-pack in hand.
3) Make things less awkward during hangouts...with alcohol.
4) Ease my sorrows...by drinking a cold one every other night.

I sense a lifestyle change...for the best and worst.

"Free Your Mind..."

Have to clear my mind, have to clear my mind, have to mear my clind, clind have mear my hind.

I am overwhelmed by everything that has happened to me for nearly a year or so.

I don't know how to handle my own life, and how to interact with those around me.

Sometimes I wish I just had better luck. I'm pretty sure that there are those around me that don't work any harder than I do, but have good things happen to them.

Me? Its a questionable situation. I'm not even sure myself whether or not things are happening normally given my current circumstances.

I'd like to think that whatever it is I feel is natural.

I guess I try too hard to be conventional when I'm simply NOT.